Have you ever felt like you have found your soulmate? i dont wanna believe me and ben are meant to be forever because i dont wanna jinx myself but i am soo in love with him. I could spend everyday with him and never get sick of him. its that amazing:] I know people who have dated longer than me but they have broken up and gotten back together and broken up and gotten back together or have been on breaks, me and been are going on a year and three months and still havent broken up. and we wont. i have faith in us and i ADORE him. People say i spend too much time with him, yeahh well eff you. i love him and i dont get sick of him so therefore duuh im gonna spend time with him:] he's my best friend and boyfriend all in one! My parents dont even understand sometimes. i mean i love them to death but they dont get that i love him. Yeah i know he needs a better job and he needs to get his truck running, he's working on it! It doesnt happen overnight. The damn thing blew up! haha. But yeah i do love him with all my heart. and that will never change. i wanna marry that boy:]



Benjamin baby i love you! It doesnt even feel like its been over a year but every day with you is never boring and every day just keeps getting better<3 July 28th 2006 was the best day of my life!