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hii. I'm nickeyy spazz. CLICK HERE. originality is my specialty. This is it. Me, a 19 year old girl, desperate to make it in this ample world. With a note pad by my side and a pencil as my guide. I'm a headstrong human being. With a lot of character. I make honest mistakes, but always tend to keep my promises. I have an excessively high vocabulary use, and try to make the best of both worlds. I have a strong dislike for pretentious people, and feel that materialistic things should have never came about. I don't believe in god, yet I've grown to the idea of a creator. I look at things in a more realistic manner when it comes to making life altering decisions. I would like to say I'm highly intelligent for one such as myself, and a bit talented as well. I'm able to comprehend most situations quicker than the average teenager, and find myself always searching for a solution to a predicament. I have many dreams and wishes. Some which will presumptively never come true, while others are near the verge of becoming in existence. I've recently began taking a Psychology course for Summer school, and feel that this was yet my biggest accomplishment this year. It has cultivated me in so many countless ways and I am grateful for every second of everyday that I am in that class. My entire outlook on life has changed. My wants and desires have stimulated as well. I no longer seek for love, yet I happen to find myself day dreaming on the approximation of finding happiness. I see myself with someone subsequently, hopefully sooner than I anticipate. I consider myself to be fortuitous, I mean I am living in the land of the brave. Not very many people take our rights and justice to heart. Most people feel that their lives couldn't become any more disintegrated than it is while I, on the other hand, see life as an obstacle. It's only bad if you choose for it to be. I'd like to suggest another outlook on life for those people. Maybe become a little more optimistic like myself. Try looking at people's perspectives instead of being egotistical, and only thinking of yourself. Try looking at the better side of things rather than the abominable stuff. Get your mind out of the gutter for 2 seconds and think about how hard life could really be. How things could get worse, and about the people who are suffering, not eating, not being able to sleep, not having any where to go, children not knowing what love is, or what caring feels like. It's a cruel world i can't sugar coat that, but what I can say is that life is life. We learn and grow, and hopefully one day get to share everything we've learned and have the opportunity to change a life for the better. I comprehend excessively more than most kids my age. I'd have to say I'm pretty mature considering the circumstances I have been in. I don't consider myself better than you or anyone else for that matter and I'm probably one of the most charismatic people you'll ever meet. I have very few friends in this world and the ones I do consider my friends are basically categorized as my family. I have been screwed over repeatedly by so many people, and more than likely you'll probably do the same thing whether you say so or not. life in general is about having fun, making mistakes, learning from them, and growing up whether it be successful or not you'll always have stories to tell your next generation. I have a crazy life and don't plan anything to far ahead of me because I never really can tell what's going to happen. I play snare and sing a lot. It's basically all I do and I love doing it. I love kola bears and watching scary movies. I find myself watching the stars on a daily basis. I occasionally like to lay down in the shower and let the water poor on me, and think about the crazy shit that has happened to me. good or bad, right or wrong doesn't matter. I find it easier to hide my emotions and keep shit bottled up inside than find ONE person to trust and count on. I have only myself in this world and count on no one. I love to do sweet things for the people I care about, and I more than likely will be your new obsession. I have tons of people trying to copy me. whether it be my name, my sayings, my "about me" or the way i present myself, and honestly it's a bit disturbing. why would anyone take the time out to try and be like anyone else especially me. it doesn't flatter me it annoys me. get over yourselves there's only one me just like there's only one you. be creative and unique it's not that hard. try a little bit; put a little effort into darling I'm sure you'll figure it out.